That was how long I did not blog.

I have to apologise for my erratic blogging but really between travel and blogging, which would you choose? If I could choose to give up handing in my assignments just so I could blog, I would gladly do so, but I don’t think “blogging” is too feasible an excuse.

I am always filled to the brim with some thoughts or emotions. I don’t categorise them as good or bad or even anything at all. Feeling something and thinking about something is always better than nothing. Because of that, I always have something to blog about but I choose to not constantly blog about how I feel because I don’t want to be a slave to this. I want my feelings to be kept raw and untainted. By blogging, you subject your inner most thoughts and emotions to discussions and scrutiny by friends and strangers. Not that there is anything wrong but I just don’t feel comfortable sharing such intimate thoughts with others just to have them use it against me.

As much as possible, I like to keep here as positive and neutral as possible. I prefer to sculpt my blog into some sort of timeline, documenting where I’ve been, what I’ve learnt and the changes I’ve experienced. These things you cannot contest. I want my blog to be such that when I read it in future, I will be able to recollect that “me” at that certain point in time and the relating memories. I don’t want this blog to be an open book detailing every thought and emotion of mine. Harmlessness, honesty and neutrality are the key features I want this blog to adhere to then.

I have learnt a lot recently. Whether it is about friendship, life or just about myself. And I have enjoyed myself tremendously. Travelling is always a good relaxant but if you can’t travel, surrounding yourself with drinks and close friends is good too. This year has been pretty fruitful till now and it will only get better! I will share pics from my recent trips soon, once I get them all!

As for future plans, I have some. I think I just need more spirit and nerve as a catalyst to push for my plans to actually happen. Meanwhile, let’s concentrate on here and now! Have a good weekend everyone!